I'm on the words & deeds love meme here! :D?

Otherwise...what's new? I got bangs. My fandom burned down around my ears. I've pretty much said/ranted all I had to say already so basically I'm left with: RPF WILL BREAK YOUR HEART. No, rly, it's upsetting, and I'm curious about what happens next, but even though this dude has a lot in common with the guy I like stories about, they aren't the same person, so. I'm not rushing off to write an epic fic with him and may not feel comfortable writing pairing/POV fic for him for a long time, but I'm still able to read, which is nice, at least.

I'm having a good time at the magazine, decided not to apply for the permanent position my temp law firm job made for me. I don't know what I'll do with the other half of my time yet, which is both exciting and terrifying. I've been really tired. I don't know. It's probably partially the cold/winter, but I'm sad. I want to write more but it's hard. I'll keep on truckin'. If anyone has suggestions for trope_bingo (my card is like...two posts back? I don't post much /o\) my ears are open!